Wander back. Go forth.
How I have to close the windows of 2008 and open the doors for 2009. Welcome new horizons and growing possibilities that are worth waking up to. Start optimistic thinking, because negativism won’t help. Right?
Soooo… What happened to my 2008? That’s the year, I have experienced REAL POVERTY! Haha. Yeah. No more allowance, so I have to earn money for myself. Too bad, I didn’t find hospital job that will compensate me in return. So yeah, I worked as a VOLUNTEER nurse for 4 months and half. No salary. But I have found new friends thatvI will surely treasure till the end. And I think, it’s more than what I asked for right? You can’t buy friends for keeps with money. And I won’t trade them for anything else. So for all my NFF’s – I’m grateful I met you and I’m looking forward for more bonding moments with you guys. Thank you and I love you.
This year, I have also experienced the sorrow of defeat. Unfortunately, Reeseylove and I didn’t pass NCLEX. We became sad, but after finishing a pint of ice cream, some load of carbs, through the help of adorable friends, our lovely family and most of all, our merciful God, we took as a blessing in disguise, that maybe it’s not yet time for us to go. So we have to move on. Love you Reeseygirl.
The past year, I also experienced to let someone go. Though it wasn’t a good separation, I’m still hoping we could be friends when the wounds are healed. Maybe people are right, when they say, that there’s always a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I found the ONE. My Mcdreamy. But the timing isn’t right. Yeah. Life was sure unfair. But I realized that nothing really great comes easy. True love takes time. Believe. Have faith. Don’t give up and lose hope on love. Continue to love. And from there, we’ll see.
I can say that I’m proud of the person I have become the past year. Even though I’m sure imperfect. But who’s perfect anyway? I realize my flaws and weaknesses. I have learned to accept them and learned how to conquer them in a certain way I know I can, though I know I’m still on the process itself. I have also experienced to somehow live a messy life and felt how was it like. That I’m capable of making mistakes, and learning from it. That‘s the best catch I think. You learn. And everyday, you try to live as a better person.
